I should collect these

Christmas

Skywaaker

Well it looks like everything worked out. I was starting to dread Christmas coming around this year... for the first time ever. Being broke sucks. But my family is awesome.

Oh the hottness.. oh dears

So i know I said I'd stop with the eroticism, but I just fell in love with this model Sasha Marini, and I had to share....

Holy Crap

There is an enchilada that you get get DELIVERED to your home, here in Madison that has chorizo AAANNDD shrimp in it.. and it tastes like a fucking cinnabun.

That exists. And it's fucking awesome.

Possibilitiiieeess

i could possibly be back at the CMC next year! That's a thing to be happy about!

A Heart Renching Holiday Story

So Head from KoRn is Jesus' new poster child.. which is loltatstic.

In case you didn't know, Korn was my boyband growing up... so I couldnt help but click on the advert with Head's face on it at bloglines.com Kinda makes me find out what happened to the rest of the band members... anyone dead yet?

Last Instalment of Dudes

MmmmMMMmmmMmonday Night

So between loads of laundry, I thought I'd make some sort of post.

So I'm going home tomari for the holiday, and tonight will be in preparation for the 12 days I will spend there. Thus, I will be watching El Topo and Fando Y Lis, eating Sushi and being naked all over the furniture.

Kuz there won't be none of that for the next couple weeks of my life.

Although, wait.. Kenosha DOES have an edible sushi place now.

This shit never gets old

Terry Richardson with Domenico Dolce & Stefano Gabbana. Hawt.

Let's Do It

I don't who this dude is, but we need to find him, and make him my boyfriend, kay?

My Sexuality: What a Mess

So here are some more...

We are a way for the cosmos to know its self

So I'm entering this new phase of emptiness where I have a compulsion to create things.... for the first time in years. Granted, I'm not as divinely-motivated this time round, it's still thrilling.
Last night I didn;t get to sleep until about 7.5 but I magically slept thru till 2.5 and when I woke up I realized that I despite my frustrating nightmare, I was excited to wake up. (I have been having these nightmares every morning where I'm being chased by mobsters or police or mutant school teachers who have trapped me in an elaborate building/school grounds where it is almost impossible to escape from.) But this morning... I dont know, I think it was partially because of the sexual nature of the dream, and all the evil chasing dudes were being persuaded/distracted by the sexuality of their targets, which resulted in a possible escape plan as the queen(?!) was riding in to see this terrible palace of murder and pseudo-erotic water torture(!?) I managed to jump into the back of a passing Subaru (yeah, poopdick- figure that one out) followed by this adorable guy who kinda reminded me of a sweeter version of this guy michael that I used to make out with all the time in middle school. Turned out the suit in the Subaru was trying to escape, but had a plan to swipe some magical golden orb from danny devito who inevitable was running the whole operation. So the dark-eyed cutie and I swipe this thing, and then wind out trapped in the building which at this point turned into an evil mall, and we needed to sneak arownd w/o being recognized, and wound up actually making it (which never happens) but on the outside, there were still people hiding and I found my old partner from Fair Wisconsin inside of this cupboard thing in the entryway of this basement apartment where my friend Alice was hiding with some friends. So we gave them some diet sodas and cigarettes (not sure why my subconcious thought that would be nourishing) and then everyone wanted to go get something else before leaving the compound. At this point I flip a proper shit, and inform everyone that i am fucking sick of putting myself in danger, and even though i know it will end the dream, and I will have to wake up, we should all pile into the Subaru and get the fuck out of here. Maybe it was that final knowledge that we COULD actually get away that made it less stressful, but I dunno.. those two hot dudes in the car def helped.


Anyway, wow.. I dont know why I just explained all that, though it;s strange how dreams work... how I still remember so much more to the dream, but in these separate moments, and I'm not completely sure how they fit together so they always get the gloss when retelling. It's kinda sad, mostly kuz my stupid sleepiness is really good at elaborate settings, and terrible with plot. Is that normal?

Anyway, I'm starting to wonder about the health of my mind right now. I know I've been sick for a while, but the symptoms are starting to get obscene, obsessive dreaming, increased dependence on habitual behaviors (and of course all my addictions are unhealthy ones), lack of interest in platonic relationships... blleehhgs.. but anyway, it will be nice material to do some creative work under, so long as I can muster the motivation...

and also,
In an attempts to cool my sex drive, which I'm worried is soon going to boil over, I am getting rid of some sexy photos. So here is the first of a few installments. Enjoy...

Zita's Christms List

After seeing Kuehn Keramik's super cool Christmas ornaments, I couldn't help but want to make a Christmas list post.


I broke my ultra-cool laser cut vinyl gramaphone necklace over thnxgivin, and I need an at least equally cool replacement.

Super Design Nerd Necklace

I love how as soon as some designer stuff gets a season old, the price gets cut in half, but as far as I'm concerned, tha shit is still goth as bats

Alexander, I love you.


It's going to start snowing soon, and the my resistance to romance will be torn to shreds, so I'm not too embarrassed to admit,

A Super Goth Wedding. And you have to admit, winter has gotta be the best time for one.. but maybe I'm just in love with snow....



This awesome rose hoodie and the cute boy inside. No idea where they hail from, so this one might be the most difficult to procure, but I believe in yall.


To have thin long legs for latex pants.


Whitening Serum fo muh face. And some Dior Snow. I mean, it's winter... time to make sure mys kin is as bright as possible.




This Dirty Donny watch. Oooh yeah.



Super cute hello kitty headphones so I can emphasize the fact that I'm the youngest person at my gym.


Darth Vader USB hub. Kuz I need a usb hub, so it might as well be Darth Vader.

Can't Stop, Won't Stop

Getting hooked on Bollywood again. I'm so sorry.

Christmaaaaaaaaaaaas ChristmasChristmasChristmas

Man... this year... has been strange... er rather this season... of teh holiday. I haven't been broke since high school, so it's a really strange feeling to suddenly realize that I can't afford to buy Christmas presents. Not even like, I can't afford to spend five or six hundred dollars on Christmas presents, but- I can't afford to buy them at all. I AM glad, though that I was selfish enough to buy the tree



because otherwise, I'd just feel completely empty of Christmas, and I don't know if I could deal with that... I mean that no Kyle Christmas was bad enough.

BUT! I stand to make a little bit of money selling a designer purse that my mom bought for me, which means I can at least get something for my parents... but it's still terribly sad that I have to pawn off a gift on ebay to do it. But I think it'll work. I have had some ebay fails in the past, but luckily there are suckers already bidding on the thing, and it's only been up for two days. Hopefully I don't get burned again... well.. we'll see...

ALSO! my city got 18 inches of snow last night. Which I mean, is pretty sweet for most of my downtown neighbors, since we don't have cars, and most of us are students- school was actually canceled. Yes, The University had a snow day. We thought it impossible, and despite insanely low temperatures in past winters, class was never canceled before. There was even a rumor that the UW would never cancel class in fear of some douchey law students sueing the U for however much they paid out of their tuition and fees for the classes canceled that day... which I mean WOULD be a few hundred dollars... if yer a law student... ANYWAY it's a miracle, and we are all quite happy.

SO I'm gravely sorry, that the rest of you with jobs that require you to walk in the snow today... though it IS quite beautiful out.

So Sick of my FB Friends

seriously... this shit is offensive. leave me alone.

WTF, Zita

How do I not have a pair of blacklace tights yet? srsly

uh oh watch out

I may just have rekindled my love of portrait photography.. and maybe even fashion photography. I KNOW ITS CRAZY!

I'm going to go ahead and blame it on the fact that I've recently become reunited with my love for skinny boys. Anyhoo, these are from the new issue of 160g, by photographer Antonella Arismendi, who despite her medium, is pretty fucking fab.





Seriously!? A think guy in a punky hair cut, in psuedo religious postures, in high end studs/chains/feathers, and black all over? Fuckin yum. I'm going to stare at these all day.